First Assignment... (Named... occurring as a chance)

Place: Does not matter
Date: 19/11
Time: 19:55

She has to go, after 2 days, he always feel anxious, rather apprehensive about this very probable event. It's like starting of a series of related events. She didn't call him on her way back to home... unlike everyday.

(He love the 7 pm .. it take 29:03 minutes to reach her home (mathematically proven).. She talks, he just hear her vice. Make him feel good, especially when he struggle to hear her voice from background noise..)

She was bit confused yesterday about the second him, or very much clear about second him that makes her even more confused. I suspected that it might happen but I was confident that she handle the situation... I am still confident. Yesterday... Yesterday she took 39:15 minutes to reach home.

Anyways.. he couldn't find what is making him uneasy, she is going, she didn't call even she is going or how'd she decide something, and if she, would that be right?? He don't know.. what he knows is that he is not afraid of loosing her, he already......

A sudden flash..

98*******0[19/11(20:03)]: First assignment,********
'A situation or state of mind when one can never sense what's needed when most needed'.



98*******0[20/11(00:43): 'A situation or state of mind when one can never sense what's needed when most needed'.

That's ANXIETY.

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You don't know what u want but u want something very badly.

Since young guys visit this blog more frequently, my example for the day comes from experience of a young guy.


98*******0[20/11(08:47)]: You simplify the sentence, I want you to write on which is not written but is in the sentence, you know the sense of something we've no words but can feel strongly. You know what I mean.. no?


98*******0[20/11(08:48)]: oh could not get it. I am in **** *****. Can't sense what I need. So will get bck in afternoon.


98*******0[20/11(12:19)]: Thought abt ur statement in *****. Its interesting idea. Will write really something shortly.
Challenging man!!!!!


98*******0[20/11(12:28)]: I too am eagerly waiting for.


She is going today.. she called.. she said.. she is happy.. she is confused or even more clear.. or she is sad..


98*******0[24/11(19:16)]:
Had I the heavens'
embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths
under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread
upon my dreams.

-WB Yeats



'A situation or state of mind when one can never sense what's needed when most needed'.


The 'First Assignment' is still incomplete...